I THINK ABOUT YOU NIGHT AND DAY

I WONDER HOW I LET YOU GET AWAY
YOU MEAN SO MUCH I NEED YOUR TOUCH
I NEED TO NOW YOU ARE HERE
SO I CAN HOLD YOU NEAR
LATE AT NIGHT I SIT AND CRY
I JUST ASK MYSELF WHY
I MAKE YOU MAD I MAKE YOU SAD
NOW I’AM LONELY WITHOUT YOU I NEED YOU BAD
WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER
WE WOULD GO TO CLASS AND WALK
NOW WE ARE SEPARATED AND WE DON’T EVEN TALK
I MADE YOU CONFUSED I MADE YOU BLUE
BUT BABY MY WORLD DOES NOT TURN WITHOUT YOU
WE HAD OUR LITTLE STUPID FIGHTS
BUT WE WORKED THEM OUT TO MAKE THEM RIGHT
EVERYTHING WE SAID AND TALKED ABOUT IS GONE
I KNOW WHAT I DID WAS NOT RIGHT IT WAS WRONG
I SHOULD OF NEVER LET YOU GO I NEED YOU BY MY SIDE
I TOOK A WRONG TURN NOW I AM ON A BUMPY RIDE
I AM TRYING TO GET BACK ON THE TRACK
MAYBE I WILL GET LUCKY AND GET YOU BACK
I CALLED YOU LITTLE BABY IT WAS OUT LITTLE JOKE
NOW WE BROKE UP
AND OUR DREAMS TOGETHER BLEW UP IN SMOKE
IF WE ARE MEANT TO BE IT IS CALLED FAIT
I HAVE LOTS TIME FOR YOU BABY SO I WILL WAIT
I KNOW YOUR FRIENDS MAY THINK I AM A BAD GUY
BUT DEEP DOWN INSIDE I WILL NOT LIE
I LOVE YOU WITH MY WHOLE HEART
I HOPE WE STAY CLOSE AND NEVER GROW APART
LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER

He will never see

I've been loving him for a long time,
But he has made me feel so blue,
Never taking notice of my feelings,
He thinks that they are not true


I've told him everything,
And he laughs with his friends,
But still my hearts beats for him,
My love will never came to an end


I love with all my heart,
Although I know he'll never care,
My feelings will continue to be uncorresponded,
My heart will always stay bare


He thinks I'm very ugly,
But he wont see inside my heart,
He just looks only the outside,
He seeks for a body in perfect parts


He doesn't notice that a body isn't everything,
Is the feelings that lie inside within,
Like the immense love I feel for him,
But he will never see...

Can't help myself

I'm not supposed to want you;
I'm not supposed to care,
and yet I spend my time dreaming
of all that we could share.

I'm not supposed to think about you
or wonder where you've been,
but no matter how I fight it,
thoughts of you sneak in.

I'm not supposed to ponder
where you are each night,
but you creep into my vision
when the stars shine bright.

I'm not supposed to yearn so,
always wishing you were here,
but I hunger for your kisses,
and I long to draw you near.

I'm not supposed to imagine
where you are and what you do.
I know I shouldn't cater
to a single thought of you.

I'm not supposed to need you.
I know these things. I do.
And yet I can't help myself,
because I fell in love with you.

Help Me!!!!

i dunnno y i been reminded of the past... every single thing that happened keep on reminding me of the past... tell me whether its a sign or wat....

Past few days, for a period of time, I come across my x name repeatedly... ok his name is nas... N all i see ard was names that contain NAS in it... for example... People name; Nasir, Nasrul... Even i get to know people whose name is nas... Freak out from a moment... Placec name; PetroNAS... Etc.. too many of it that i sometimes get a freak out of it... is it becoz i miss him too much.. or is it becoz its a coincidence... everywhere i go, i remember to past.. whatever that i do, i remember the past.. everything simply remind me of the past..

I'm lost as i'm trying my very best to move on.. but having all this, everything jus pull me back.. Living in a past can be something memorable.. something that i would love to be in... Coz thats the moment i got to be with him.. Juz like in the dreams.. But sometimes it hurts so much... Its killing me coz i miss him so much but i can't do anything about it...

Things r different now.. No longer the sweet little sri.. No longer the charming nas... Everything jus changed due to our ego... haiz... i wish he could come back... Or worst come to worst, we can be close lik before.. i just miss our closeness...