Thursday, September 09, 2004

Here A New Me!!!!

lots of things ben happening after the confession... too much that i could not handle it on my own... i consult my friends... making new friends... be more closer to my parents...

n thx god, i'm getting better as days goes by... becoming stronger on my own... n more independent than ever... my mum was right beside me wen i really need sumone to turn to... though she keep on asking me all the time... but i manage to asnwer all the question calmly... it would be a lie if i say i didnt shed a tear... i did... yup, my heart still bleed... the scar is way too deep...

i get to noe lots of frens... especially guys... lots of them.. n I LIKE!!!!!

got to noe n met with this guy who want to get to noe me during my fun time at ESCAPE theme park... he's cute... simple n sweet... his presence in my life brings a brand new sunshine... totally lights up my life... till now, we r still frens.. but sumhow i gues he got a heart for me... hmmmm... totally enjoy being with him...

n now i finally got ot contact back with my x workmate... yah that cute innocent look guy... previously i got a crush on him... n adding more rite now, this feeling of mine start to grow deeper n deeper... the way he hug me.. the way he laugh... the way he smile... the way he put his arms ard me... damn!!! i feel so comfortable... BUT..... i dunno how far we can go.... a simple explaination make me feel relauctant...

so i gues i'll live it to the fullest.. getting to noe more n more guys...