Wednesday, March 30, 2005

I tot n i tot n i tot

wel it never change... my life is back to confusion again... yah for once i tot i can be tough n can survive my way thru... but seems like tis stupid fool fall again.. i tot tat he's gone... but sad to say, he's back for one day...

i still dun understand he do all this to me.. i dun noe y he have to do all tis wen he intend to be with other girls.. y do i have to be the victim... i'm not a DOORMAT... i dunno y i love him so much till i can give in so much...

wen can tis thing put to an end... i really HOPE tat we can be together... sick n tired of waiting... sick n tired of going thru all this shit... pls la... i beg u to think about us.. like i say theres nothing wrong in us...

ppl sae i'm tough... no doubt i am.. if not i wouldnt be surviving this far... but ppl sori if all tis while, i'm faking myself in front of you... my heart is dead... long time dead... no wae its going to be alice again unless my prince charming is back.. he's the only happiness n love thats available for me...

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Life Change Now

now that he's gone.. i find its happy to live alone... no use hoping for him... no doubt i still waiting for him.. but he isnt giving a good respond... my guys frens been treating me nicely.. lots of guys want to get to noe me.. BUT they r jus frens...

soon i'm studying again... taking private diploma in international biznesss.... wish me luck... i hope i can success in tis line...

hope to get wat i want in life... especially having sumone by my side...