Did i told you that its over?

yah i noe previos entry i was telling you guys tat i mish him so much... but now surprise... I no longer miss him that much..

We fought on mother's day morning... i tot i could eventually be patient again... but sad to say, i couldnt control myself.. i was too frustrated with him... sumone who couldnt care much abt us...

I couldnt believe i said things i never want to say... never imagine i stoop so low to eventually settle this thing.. haiyoh.. been stressing myself too much with stupid n blind people like him... finally i realise, he's not worth my love, my time, my effort, my kindness, my everything...

Whats the point being nice to sumone who could appreciate you for a second of wat you did... Whats the point of being with sumone who is hard-headed, emotionless n always think that he's the right one in the situation.. never ever did anything wrong.. even if its wrong also, he wont put himself to blame..

Seems now that i manage to tackle this prob so easily... no longer regrets, no longer shedding tears, no longer stressing my brain thinking about him.. I'm stronger than before... thx to people who really help me thru all this... Like su, apis, fitrah, pendek... N especially to my beloved couzens, Chitra, Nana, Nadia... Those r the people who have been there for me all the time... support me wen i fall.. cheer me wen i'm down..

N yah having this prob settled, i did lose some of my frens.. especially who are extremely close to him... frankly i dun have the intention to lose them just becoz of him... but it jus happen unknowingly... i've been tolarating tis for too long.. n now i gues i'm cooling down on my own... no matter wat, i will remember our good times n bad times... sumhow i think u're big enouf to think wats good n bad in life.. its not easy to pls everyone.. but do it appropiately...

Nevermind.. i did gain from other.. i gain more friends.. more love... n yah i'm now head over hill over sumone new.. the feeling seems so rite... wel i dunno la eh.. what eva happen i can never fall back for my past again... i'm thru with all those shit... enouf with memories alone... dun need the real person...

ok i need to go.. till i log in again.. more stories to come... heheh..